76th Roum Retreat in Okinawa | Ms. Lee, Housewife

“That unknown depressing feeling I had was suddenly gone without me realizing”

Though it was my first time meditating, as I was moving my body, it felt like a floating object orbiting and expanding through the universe. The experience of emotions pouring in like a waterfall afterwards and why the tears were falling down, why such emotions were all arising in me, I felt like I could sort of understand the reason as I was chasing after those feelings.

 

Now that I understand and look into my mind, I could really see it. And once I realized that the person that was bothering me was just that type of person, all of the discomfort and anxiety as well as the unknown depressing feeling I had before all suddenly disappeared.

I will always stay awake in this moment and love as much as I can. That is me. Thank you.

※ Ms. Lee used to be a flight attendant but was no longer able to get on a flight and while she was able to drive but not pass through a tunnel which was making her everyday life very difficult. After five times of meditation PT sessions with Mutae Seo, she was able to board the Okinawa bound flight and we will further share a follow-up on her progress over the past few months upon the healing process in Okinawa. 

76th Roum Retreat in Okinawa | Ms. Lee, Housewife

“I am finally able to open my eyes after all those times searching for an answer”

While listening to the lecture today, it felt like my eyes were finally open after all those times searching for an answer. I had been standing at the top of a cliff screaming how scared I was of feeling unstable and insecure but now I realize it is that desperation that brought me to Okinawa which I am happy about. I promise that I will have a vision for the future. Thank you.

 

 

Every single session was a miracle for me but especially there was a particular moment where I strongly felt something was falling away from me like a string being snapped.

 

All those emotions that I was holding onto under the notions that I thought I had to lock myself in as a mother did actually have nothing to do with Leo and realized the fact that what I really had to see and meet was actually ‘myself”…and the peace that came to me at that moment was so deep and full of love.

 

※ Ms. Lee is Leo’s mother who’s very good at meditating. In Okinawa as well as in Seoul, Ms. Lee clearly sees the flow of her consciousness looking into her inner side. As deep as her consciousness, we believe she is ready for the second leap. Her quietness always moves us all and leaves us with a deep touching feeling.